After typing my “Down Again” blog last night I stayed up for a while longer and then I went to sleep. I had so many bad dreams during the night. In all of the dreams I was killing myself. It was so surreal. Usually when I have dreams and something bad happens to me, I always awake before I get hurt or die, but my dreams last night were really strange. In my dream I went to sleep because I was depressed, but I kept waking up with blood all over me and being angry at myself for doing whatever it was that I did. It was almost the same as what actually happened. This morning when I woke up I did some thinking and then I typed an entry in my other blog and just sat here. I don’t feel as broken as I did last night, so I guess that’s a start.

I apologize for not blogging. I haven’t been in the best of moods. I’ve been really depressed about some personal things that have been going on, and I had this attitude that I wasn’t going to let this situation bring me down, but the more I pretend that I’m happy and that everything is great, the more I feel bad. If that makes any sense. I’m going to start blogging on my other website that I recently purchased, because I feel ill typing personal stuff here. Giving your family and all of your friends your URL is not a good idea. Even my mother has mastered the art of going on the computer alone and “surfing”. I’m off to try to make a new theme for my other site. We all know how that usually turns out. SMH. Oh, I’m also getting my art site up, because Nifty.nu expires tomorrow. I’m working on about 6 Alicia Keys vectors. Gosh, I’m such a Stan. I almost forgot about the one below. Yikes.

I’m definitely a person who is always after self improvement, so I took this test at Live In The Two.com and I’m kind of shocked by my test results. And not in a good way. I definitely have not been living in the two. The “two” refers to people who are living in the top 2% of earners in their life and career, but it also refers to being physically, mentally, and spiritually healthy. I guess I’m not really too surprised by my results, because I haven’t been living my life to the best of my abilities, which is very important. I had a lot of low answers on this test, which definitely gave me a lot to think about.

The test at Live In The Two.com was a wake up call to me. It showed me that I could really use some self improvement in order to be more successful in my life financially, emotionally, physically and spiritually. Tests like this one is what helps a person discover things about themselves so they can better their lives. You should definitely take the test and see what it says about yourself. It took me about 4 minutes to complete the test and I feel that I have more self awareness now then I did before I took it. I promise you, it will give you something to think about. It will should you how important it is for you to live in top 2%.

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