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An Actual Update?!?

I feel like I’ve been neglecting my blogs so bad. I’ve been so busy with work and things of that nature. I’m finally getting somewhat of an active life. About time, right? I really need to start making time to blog though. It’s just that by the time work is over I don’t want to do anything except spend time with my mom, read my Bible, listen to music, and watch Good Times or Roseanne. Lately I haven’t been able to listen to much music or do much DVD watching. I’m OK with that though because I have a new focus right now that I’m trying to see through. Life has been pretty OK for me lately.

I’m still single, no children. I still take care of my mom. She’s been doing a lot better lately. She has her good and bad days, of course, but her heart is a little stronger. She’s had a cold for a few weeks so we’ve been monitoring that. Gram is still off-the-hook. That’s a whole other blog though so I wont even bother getting into that. I haven’t talked to my Goddaughter lately because my cousin is dodging us. Haha. I guess things are good right now. God is always watching over us. No complaints from me…today!

The Past….

This picture is so true. I think I’m finally starting to live my life with this thought in mind. Sometimes mistakes of the past can be such a huge burden. I’ve learned to let a lot of things go that I can’t change. I still have a long way to go until I don’t carry around the guilt and burdens of my past, but I feel like I’ve made progress. That’s what it’s all about. Progression!!!

How I’ve Been…

It’s been a while since I’ve posted a “personal” blog, so I wanted to catch up. I’ve been doing pretty good. Having a lot of challenges in my life right now, but I’m still pressing on. I’ve gone through so many changes this year. Both good and bad. But I’ve still been in good spirits. I have my down days, but for the most part I haven’t been suffering from depression the way I used to. I used to be on this really bad emotional roller coaster, but I’m not anymore. I think my newly found positive outlook has to do with the fact that I’ve been reading my Bible a lot again. For a while I had gotten away from that. But I’ve been drawing near to God again.

I was raised on the Bible so it’s really all I know. It just makes things better for me. I haven’t went and became all self-righteous or anything. It’s just something that works for ME. I don’t try to force religion down the throats of other people. But yeah, things are OK, I guess. I’m happy. Trying to figure out how to get ArtsyGirl.Net off of hiatus. I have no creativity right about now. Boooo.

Cut Off

My family is here again today spreading their sunshine. NOT. I really hate when they drop by all of the time. This time they did call before coming but the problem is that they still came. Grrr. I really wish that they would have just stayed home. No, I don’t feel like that about all of my family members (although it may seem that way), I only feel that way about a select few. Unfortunately it’s those same few that feel the need to stop by so often. Booo.

Other than that my weekend has been blah. I decided to pretty much limit my contact with all but 3 people. I don’t know how happy that will make me but I know I’ll be less stressed out. I’m tired of being stressed out by people and things that I choose to deal with. So yeah, I’m going to stay to myself for a while. I’ll see how that works.