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I’m Drawing Again!!!

I’ve finally started back drawing and creating vector images again! I’m so happy that I’ve been able to do it. It’s been months (close to a year!!!!) since I’ve done it because of my illness. It’s really funny because earlier this month when I decided to do a vector I was completely lost. It had been such a long time since I did it that I didn’t even know where to start. I spent about thirty minutes starting and stopping until I really remembered what I was supposed to be doing! Now I’m on a roll. It’s just like old times!!

My mother is always telling me “If you don’t use it, you’ll lose it”, and boy was she right! Now that I’ve started back drawing I need to buy a few things that will make it more comfortable for me. First of all I need a new computer chair, a higher computer desk, a new mouse and a new mouse pad. Basically I need everything. I’ve seen a lot of computer desks that I want but I still haven’t found the perfect chair. Maybe I’ll look for one on Friday!

Ohhh, The Pain!!!

OMG I feel so sick! I hate the way that I feel right now. Yesterday was not my day and it seems like today is going to be equally as bad. I was pretty much in the bed sick all day yesterday which is why I’m up at 5:30a blogging. Yesterday I knocked my shoulder out of place again so that was really bothering me a lot. Not only that but I was suffering from really bad nausea and migraines.

I think I need to just get all of these tests done and see what can be done to help me. My quality of life is really suffering because I’m sick all of the time. I’m missing out on so many of the things that I want to do because I’m always incapacitated. Not only that but it sucks being in pain every single day. I try to keep a positive attitude because it definitely could be worse but sometimes I do get down. Hopefully today will be better than yesterday but if not I guess I’ll be in bed all day today as well. I hope everyone else has a great day though!

I Need Some Sleep!!

I’m so exhausted. It’s around 11a and I still haven’t been asleep. I’ve pretty much been up over 24 hours straight. UGH!!! I really didn’t plan on staying up all night but I started to do some cleaning and time just flew right by me. I’ve also had a lot of things on my mind so that has kind of been keeping me awake at night. For a while I was sleeping a lot because I was taking these pain pills that have a sleep aid in them. I would pretty much fall asleep every time I took them. That was getting to be too much so I stopped taking them and have been just dealing with the pain as well as just taking a regular over the counter pain killer.

I planned on going to sleep this morning but my Gram needed me to do her a favor. I was so tired that I really didn’t want to do it but I did. She just came back right now so I can finally get some sleep! Now I’m kind of getting a fifth wind which isn’t good. I’m sure if I force myself to lie down I’ll eventually dose off. I just hope I don’t sleep the whole day away.

Kind Of Content

Right now it’s 4:37a early Sunday morning and I’m sitting here tired, rubbing my eyes like a little baby. I’m so pathetic! I didn’t feel too good earlier so I took a little nap. Now I’m awake looking for something to get into. I want to do some reading but I’m still tired so my eyes are kind of burning. Yesterday was a pretty good day for me. I often have so much on my mind but I feel like I’m starting to get more comfortable with life. I’m not so stressed out about everything anymore. I have so much more faith now that certain things don’t bother me the way they used to.

It’s funny because last night I kept telling my friend that I want to just take a cruise to get away from everything. The truth is the only thing keeping me here is money. Not being financially stable keeps me from branching out as much as I want to. But I’m trying to get focused. I’m going to work on getting healthier and hopefully they’ll be a lot of cruises in my future. For now I’ll just be content and thankful for what I have. My life is far from perfect, but I’m happy that I can at least strive to make it better.