The other day I almost put my fist through my computer screen! I’m not sure how that would have ended since I have a huge flat screen, but I was so tempted to do it. Earlier in the week I had disabled a few programs from auto starting on my computer because I felt that they were causing my computer to run slow. Everything seemed OK until I turned the computer off and tried to turn it on again.

When I turned it on it would not start. It would show the desktop but none of the programs would run. I couldn’t even run Window’s Defender to see what the problem was. After restarting the computer 15 times and being driven to fits of rage I was able to get to Windows Defender and enable the stuff I disabled. Now things seem OK. I’m afraid to turn the computer off because I have so much work to do. I don’t want to have to get a computer rental just to finish my online projects. Hopefully when I do turn it off and back on I’ll have no problems!

Did you guys hear about my favorite CSI star Gary Dourdan getting kicked off of the show? I want to cry! I love him so much. His people were trying to make it seem as if he quit, but the CSI people were saying he was let go because of behavior and “other problems”. Then a few days later he gets arrested after falling asleep on the side of the road. In his car they found a host of drugs. He claimed that they weren’t his, but judging by his mugshot I don’t really believe him. I wonder if they’re going to give him a chance to go to a drug treatment center. I think I read somewhere that he’s had problems with drugs in the past. His arrest doesn’t change how I feel about him. He just needs help.

There are so many reasons that women and men gain weight, but I’m prepared to blame my recent weight gain on depression. I’ve been depressed for the past few months and I’ve definitely been gaining weight because of it. That may sound like an excuse but it’s really not. Since I’ve been depressed I’ve been sleeping a lot and unable to get out of bed. Because of that I usually only eat once a day at dinner time. By dinner time I’m so hungry from not eating all day that I eat more than I should. Or I eat the wrong things. And I recently read something about a pill called Orovo detox and they said that weight gain can come from the buildup of toxins in your body. that’s also been a problem for me. Boy, depression effects you in so many ways.

Hey guys! *waves* I hope everyone had a great weekend. Did you? What did you do? Tell me about it. I really want to know! My weekend was OK. Saturday was great. Most of the day was “mommy & me” day. It was really great. We watched some movies and even had a little pizza party. I had to go through so much of drama to get that pizza. Geez.

First off I’ve been craving Dominos for two weeks now. My mom told me not to spend my money that she would treat me to some pizza on the Saturday that Gram goes away. I was like hmmm, that’s all fine and well but I want pizza NOW. On Thursday she even bought me one of those Celeste single pizzas. Ahaha that was nasty!! But Saturday I finally got my pizza. It was good and worth the wait but it was smaller than we thought so it went fast. Now I’m craving more! LOL

I was looking around online for some glasses for my mom and I keep coming up empty. Her birthday as well as Mother’s Day is coming up soon and she wants me to pay for her eye glass exam and new glasses. The problem is that I can’t find any places that do both for a good price. The places that I did come across are too far. Maybe I should stop looking around online and try looking in the Yellow Pages?

I’m sure there are some local places that she could try. I’m really surprised that I wasn’t able to find much of anything online. I’m so frustrated that I’d pay for her to have Lasik eye surgery right about now so I’ll never have to go through this again. I’m going to keep looking. Maybe I’m searching with the wrong keywords. Hopefully I’ll find something soon. I don’t want to disappoint her.

The past year has been a great year for music. I’ve really been enjoying all of the different albums that have been released. Not only did all of my favorite artists release music, but I also discovered albums by some pretty cool new artists. All of this new music is making me want to buy a new MP3 player. Since I listen to music so often I love the idea of being able to take my music with me every where that I go. I think MP3 players are really convenient and since they’re so popular right now you can even find some pretty good deals on them. I also love that there are so many different brands and styles of MP3 players so you can easily find the one that’s perfect for you.

I’ve been doing a lot of research lately about diets and different weight loss products and I’ve come to the realization that there are so many products on the market that I can barely keep up. I haven’t had much experience with diet pills so I usually ask my friends about their experiences with products to see whether or not they would recommend them. The funny thing is that when I mention all of these new weight loss pills to my friends they haven’t even heard of them. I don’t think I would even know about pills such as Anoretix if I didn’t keep up with certain web sites. I guess soon I’ll be able to tell my friends which weight loss products they should use.