Sometimes I really hate working. Don’t get me wrong, I love having a good job and being able to support my mom and I, but if I could be wealthy and not have to work for a living I think I would be a lot happier. LOL, who wouldn’t, right? Lately I’ve been so inspired to draw and paint, but I really feel like I have to choose between that and work. By the time I get an opportunity to draw I’m so spent from work that I just want to relax. I’m definitely not complaining though. After I lost my last job because of the recession I’m just happy to have the one that I currently have. And I learn a lot about medical stuff every day. It’s a cool job.
I think I just need to find a better way to manage my time. I think I would be able to draw more if I had a laptop. Of course notebook computers are easy to carry around so I would be able to draw whenever I find the inspiration. I wouldn’t have to wait until the end of the night when I should be sleeping. =/
I don’t know whether or not I mentioned this, but last week there was a bad storm and it blew part of the roof off my house. Once the roof came apart it started raining inside my house which of course caused the ceiling to collapse. What an annoying day that was. In fact it’s been an annoying week. The damage has yet to be completely fixed. For the past few days the roofers have been on the roof repairing the damage. I’m hoping that they’ll be done soon because my head is pounding from all of the banging. Gosh.
Once the roofers finish repairing the roof the other guys will come in to start repairing the ceiling. I can’t even imagine the amount of damage they’re going to do. Every day parts of the ceiling end up on the floor because of the banging. I guess this is why people don’t have glass tile on the kitchen, huh? I can’t imagine how the floor would look if we did. After this process is over we’re going to probably need new kitchen tiles anyway. Man.
I am sooo happy. Gram went out for the day! Woohoo. I hope she’ll be gone for a long while. I know that may sound bad, but if you knew my grandmother you wouldn’t judge me! She’s really a stressful piece of work. I love her, but man. I’m very happy that I’ll be getting a break for a few hours. The past few days she has been making an insane amount of noise around here. She’s always noisy, but lately it’s as if she’s going out of her way to drive me crazy. She’s been watching the television with the volume turned all the way up, leaving dishes in the sink, opening and shutting the window when it’s like 30 degrees outside, and countless other things I won’t even get into. Sheesh.
Oh, and Wednesday she decided to watch my little cousin and pretty much yelled at him all day. Why ask to watch a child that you feel the need to yell at all day. He doesn’t deserve that! SMH! And that baby is not bad at all. All he wants to do is play with his toys and watch cartoons. I think she just doesn’t have the patience for children anymore. Anyhoo, I’m going to go enjoy the peace and quiet while I can. Ha ha!!
It’s only a little after 10 at night and I’m completely exhausted. I seriously feel as if everything is going in slow motion. I finally got my sleeping pattern straight and I’ve been going to sleep every night before 12. That’s huge for me. I usually go to sleep at around 3 in the morning and then wake up at around 6:30. I’m tired of being tired though. It’s so hard to function during the day when I’m so tired. And my work productivity has suffered incredibly. I know it’s time to get things in order when it starts messing with my money!
I’ll probably end up crashing about 11. I’m waiting for a call. I have a feeling the person is going to call at 10:50 and want to talk forever. I can’t be bothered with that tonight. Some people are so rude!! I just want to relax in bed until I doze off. Now would be a great time to have some heated mattress pads. I never have good sleep. Heated mattress pads sound like something that would be really soothing and relaxing!
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